It’s been a while…
Things changed, at first I didn’t really know what to do with myself… my Prince could no longer return to SL and I was once again reminded of losing my Master D without doing anything wrong, without breaking up, just… RL got in the way.
I couldn’t RP as Essie anymore, she’s had a good run but with Snow gone her character was for all intent and purposes dead. I thought about leaving SL because I wasn’t sure how to move forward. But Druid and Draca wouldn’t have it… and within a few days I was starting life anew. Not as Desert Rose, but as Blood Rose… my new character and Druid’s daughter.
After a while I felt better. Unlike when D left I wasn’t forced into a new relationship, I was able to explore and do what I thought was best for myself. Blood Rose is completely different, much more bold, a warrior, a slut and… french. When women piss me off for being catty instead of smiling as Essie would I called them out on it. I made a lot of enemies, I made a lot of lovers, and I made a lot of friends. And after a while I began to let out that I was Essie and needless to say I surprised a lot of people.
I’ve also started to build more. Even made clothes! I was making them at a store actually, hair store in case anyone wonders if I was stealing ideas… and a girl immediately approached me asking where I got it. I was so delighted and made a bunch of colors that are now on SLX. I’ve also worked on Blender and am finally working on that store I always talked about. Even made a logo which I am damn well proud of. Now just to finish my first product.
But I’m not so much of a slut anymore… a little bird captured me, dominates Olympia and makes sure she doesn’t run around. We’ve been mated in RP, sooner or later we’ll do that wedding thing… and what I’ve always wanted to RP at least once…. starting a family.
I’ll always miss Snow, as I always miss D… I’ll always thank them for what they helped me get through, and I know they’d both be happy for me. Happy that I’m smiling again.
