Pseudo-Engaged
When Snow was saying his goodbye before departing for the military he said to me he’d always keep the doll I made of myself close to him. I pouted and said I would always be wearing the necklace he gave me but SL ate it.
He smiled and said, “Maybe when I come back I can replace it with a ring.”
… maybe….
I was a little shocked (in a good way) to say the least. I told a few of my friends but then didn’t really allow myself to absorb it in.
Then about a month or two later my good friend said to me “has it sunk in to you that you’re getting married yet?”
I blinked a few times. “He didn’t actually propose… just said… he might.”
My friend rolled her eyes at me, I think she gets annoyed with how in denial I am over Snow. “Oh please! He wouldn’t say that unless he meant it.”
Those seemed to be the magic words, because since then it has sunk in.
I haven’t spent too much time dwelling upon it, well that’s a lie, I spend a lot of time dwelling on it but not too much action as of yet. I am saving up my lindens, looking at decor and animations when I’m bored….
… but last week….
Last week I bought my wedding dress…. that’s really more of a silk. A wedding silk. It’s so beautiful! It’s Analise’s white RFL set. As soon as I saw it I knew that would be it… although I waited until the last minute to buy it (still in denial). And when I tried it on… beautiful! It even has golden roses along the shoulder line which is perfect for Paeraes Vyri (Desert Rose).
Now Snow just has to come back… 3 months down… 3 more to go!
